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Burn
03:39
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I hit the ground
Way to hard
Controlling my
Feelings too hard
My problem is
I care too much
I commit when
Others do not
Waiting for a sign
to tell me why
every time I try
It never works out right
I don’t know how
I got so cold
I feel this pain
In my bones
How can I
Forget this hate
Burn every memory
That I can’t erase
Waiting for a sign
To tell me why
Every time I try
It never works out right
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2. |
Blood in My Mouth
03:05
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Laying lifeless in my bedroom
Staring at the ceiling
Every day just passes by
Yeah it rolls right through me
If I had the choice I would productive
But it’s hard to do when only feel safe in your bed
I wanna be everything that I want to be
I wanna be be all the things that you want me
I’m running through all the things standing in my way
I’m letting go of all the things weighing on my brain
Feel the pain in my chest
My lungs stop breathing
Cut the noose around my neck
That keeps hanging around
You’re the blood in my mouth from biting my tongue
The way you make me feel like I was never anyone
I want to be everything that I want to be
I want to be all the things that you want me
I’m running through all the things standing in my way
I’m letting go of all the things weighing on my brain
I want to be everything that you want from me
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3. |
Changing Face
03:17
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Im finding out most everybody I know is a fake
They're all the things I hate and never want to be.
I've seen how you really are
you're not who you claim to be
I know everyone wants recognition
Be real for once, I think its time you all come clean
Im finding out most everybody I know is a fake (know is a fake)
They're all the things I hate and never want to be.
Pretending stop trying to be somebody else (somebody else)
you're lying and I've seen you swear you're trying to help
Take off your mask to see who you really are
wolves in sheep's clothing
you act this way in the hopes you don't get caught
you're not a hero you're just some asshole who plays guitar
Im finding out most everybody I know is a fake (know is a fake)
They're all the things I hate and never want to be.
Pretending, stop trying to be somebody else (somebody else)
You're lying and I've seen you swear you're trying to help
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4. |
Eggshells
04:15
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Closer, I'm getting closer
Constantly everyday feels like its getting better
Over, these feelings are over
Cast aside all of my problems so I can move forward
I feel like I've fallen apart, but been put back tougher
Trying, all the time I'm trying
To be, To be a
Constantly I'm trying to be a more perfect person
I feel like I've fallen apart, but been put back together.
(I watched you walk away, you begged me just to stay, no matter what you say I know you make me a better me)
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5. |
Luminaire
01:52
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We need to recognize our privilege
Everyone's Afraid of what's different
Everyone fights inner demons
Everyone Has their own opinions
They've drawn a line.
A line between us
Through media
and social Injustice
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I know, things have been harder for you
I know, it won't be easy to change
Because everyone so pessimistic, it could all be so fucking simplistic
We need to recognize our privilege
Everyone is afraid of what's different
Everyone has their own opinions
Everyone fights inner demons
I know, the days are longer for you
I know, it doesn't seem easy to change
It doesn't seem so unrealistic to end up just a fucking statistic.
We need to recognize our privilege
Everyone is afraid of what's different
Everyone has their own opinions
Everyone fights inner demons
We need to recognize our privilege
Because everyone is afraid of what's different
Because everyone's so sick of the bullshit
(I know, things haven't been easy for you)
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7. |
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All these feelings keep piling up
Try burying them but it ain't enough
If things keep going the way they've been
I'll need a crutch to help me stand
I've been trying to harbor this
total feeling of emptiness
Bracing my fall for when I hit
Wish I could be more confident
I am tired of feeling pain
lately I've been feeling drained
try my best not to complain
but even some things I can't contain
I've been trying to harbor this
total feeling of emptiness
Bracing my fall for when I hit
Wish I could be more confident
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8. |
Scarlet Desires
04:03
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9. |
Deep Grass Green
03:30
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You're actions hold more weight than you'll ever know
Your promises fell short this time
You burned this bridge when you left me high and dry
I saw right through every lie
Guilty feelings set in
feel your shame
You took this old friendship and threw it all away
I know that I should the bigger man
I'll never see you the same as I once did
So makes me think this time will be different?
You're a liar and a thief
After time has past you will begin to feel regret
Made your bed now lie In it.
Guilty feelings set in
feel your shame
You took this broke this old friendship and threw it all away
I know that I should the bigger man
I'll never see you the same as I once did
I never imagined, you would leave me hanging
I never imaged anyone could be so cruel
(I read right through every line, I saw right through every lie, I said my last goodbye, when I told you that night, I read right through every line, I saw right through every lie, I said my last goodbye when I told you enjoy life)
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10. |
SCABS
03:13
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Where is my happiness?
I guess something just ain't meant to be
Is this just jealousness
of everyone around me?
These feelings stick to me like plaster
so so sick of it, does anything really matter?
I've been carrying, all these things that bring me down
Am I part of it? A bigger something not yet found.
Seems like I care about everyone else
more than I do for myself
I push everything away from me,
instead of pulling back in
I've been carrying, all these things that bring me down
Am I part of it? A bigger something not yet found. (I've been feeling so low, I've been feeling so cold, you're part of it)
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11. |
Mantis
03:08
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I lie awake in bed
Its 2 AM
I'm just wondering
Do you remember what you said?
Your voice stuck in my head
your words are echoing
the selfish things you said
made such an impact
Blame you for everything
its easier that way
the selfish things you said
made such an impact
Still awake In bed
now it's 3 AM
I'm just pondering
If you still feel the same
Your voice is echoing
your words stuck in my head
the bullshit lies you said
Crushed me like an insect
You crushed me like an insect
You crush me, You Crush Me
You stomped me like a bug
Blame you for everything
It's easier that way
The selfish things you said
you crushed me like an insect
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12. |
New Enemies
02:33
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I lost my faith
in everything
You cant save face
from all your mistakes
All good things end
when you're least expecting them
All I wanted is for you to be a friend
I just can't believe
How you treated me
Turn your back on me
after everything
All this rage, inside of me
wants to connect with your face
New Enemies
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13. |
Stuck in my Skull
05:34
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If you were here I'd be happy
I've been dying to see your face
Maybe I should start smiling again
Instead of being miserable every day
Wish you never left here
My work just ain't the same
I just wish it were easier, for me to get used to.
You're stuck in my skull
I don't want you to go
When it's time I'll let you know
I dream about you all the time
this distance is killing me
I just wish it were easier
for me to get used to
Wish you never left here,
my world just ain't the same
I've been low for so long ago
Don't know how I can break out
You're stuck in my skull
I don't want you to go
When it's time I'll let you know
When it's time I'll let you know
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